On Cancer, Climenhaga and Irony
I have, just this second, become a blogger. Oh my! The irony of my foray into this adventure must be shared. I am sitting in the privately owned imaging centre, with radioactive goo pumping through my system waiting for a MUGA scan to map the activity of my heart. And I have just read David Climenhaga's blog post about "expedited" health care. I am here because I am a breast cancer patient, ten months into a very costly regimen of surgery and treatment, affordable thanks to Alberta Health Services, and the public dollar.
For 62 years, I was hardly a burden to the health care system at all. But a little 2 cm tumor can certainly make up for all that, and more, in a hurry.
I have come to understand a few things this year:
1. Red Deer's Breast Health Clinic is an amazingly efficient and effective system, and has served me to perfection in terms of my care.
2. A cancer diagnosis has brought out the best in the people who matter to me, and to whom I matter.
3. Cancer treatments are not fun, but one can usually rise to the challenge.
4. It doesn't do to dwell on the why's of the past, or the what if's of the future. It does do to explore and follow through on healthy lifestyle choices.
And I have come to recognize that there are some things I shall never understand:
1. Why aren't we going after the causes of cancer with the same vigour we expend searching for the cure? Who would you wish to go through this "cure" process?
2. Why aren't we insisting on finding the real answers to the high cost of our health care system before we settle for a government that would systematically tear it down? I would be penniless, and likely unable to receive all this care had it not been for our "flawed" system.
3. How can anyone in this province stand quietly by and tolerate elected officials who feel more entitled than the rank and file, and who would therefore use their positions to further flaw an already troubled system.
4. Why is my hair coming back straight? Someone promised me curls. And what is with all this grey? Where do I go for a refund?
That's it from here today. Go and hug someone who loves you.
Eryn Kelly said...
ReplyDeleteI think the straight hair and grey will be the NEW fashion statement for Red Deer now :)
Connie, I look forward to your next blog and thank you for sharing your very personal experience with 'US'. So many of us, if not all, have been affected by cancer.
Sending you strength and a box of color if wanted :)
Mrs. J thank you for sharing. I look forward to following your blog!
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ReplyDeleteBravo.. .I like your writing style, and always like any of your thoughts and ideas... so a blog is a perfect thing indeed.
I do have to say this; considering everything you have gone through in the 10 months described above, and knowing what you have had to provide to our Provincial Board in the same time period, I will be forever in awe and in debt to you.
You're the best.
Connie: Welcome to the blogosphere! Always room for another articulate voice! :)
ReplyDeleteLooking forward to great things from you - and best of luck in your pursuit of health. Access issues notwithstanding, I'll take Alberta's dedicated and talented health professionals and stack them up against anyone, anywhere. You're in great hands. :)
- E.S.
Your poise and your grace, your attitude of gratitude and your unflagging sense of humour (liberally sprinkled with sarcasm)are why I will again declare you an example and inspiration to me. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteThank you Connie for your heartfelt and articulate words today. Thanks for making us pause to think, question and also giving us a chuckle as well. God Bless you as you continue your journey through this. You're an example for sure!
ReplyDeleteChris Tesarski
Thank you all so very much for your generous and kind words. Each one of you has inspired me in some way over time, and now you strengthen me, as well.
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